Isn't it crazy how someone who is this age and this size to be still grounded by their parents. This is crazy i swear. This is getting too much! Over 15 mins i get fucked upside down. How is this possible.. Can someone please talk to my parents about this. They have to learn how to let go. They honestly and simply just can't let go. And it is really not fair to me. i am losing friends and i am getting screwed. PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME! I know they give me money to survive, but i can't survive looking at these 4 walls! Isn't this just really screwed?!
Anyone who is 18 or turning 18 are your parents treating you like that?! reply me through facebook! FUCK LA!!!
Friday, December 3, 2010
Saturday, November 27, 2010
DAMN YOU.
Have you ever been angry with someone? But at the same time you love them and you don't know how to get angry with them. This is so screwed. But i mean who am i to say shit. This is really causing my temper to get where it was before. The last time i went out was ages ago. And today was the first time. I seriously can't believe how selfish they can be. I really do not want to talk to anyone. It is just really annoying.
My parents are not allowing me to go out because of what happened at downtown east. Am i really going to get beaten or something? Why are they treating me as if i am some child?! This is seriously uncalled for. Are they seriously planning to keep me in this cage forever? This is too much. I think give me a few more months they will be the cause of my death.
DAMN IT!
My parents are not allowing me to go out because of what happened at downtown east. Am i really going to get beaten or something? Why are they treating me as if i am some child?! This is seriously uncalled for. Are they seriously planning to keep me in this cage forever? This is too much. I think give me a few more months they will be the cause of my death.
DAMN IT!
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
weird
Temptations are all around. The devil is speaking to you in your head. At times you feel lost and you don't know what to do. At times you do what you feel is right or sometimes you do what you just feel like doing. At this age you have to know what is right or what is wrong or think before you make certain decisions. People really don't know how fragile life can be but one mistake in your life could be very costly.
Drug abusing is one. What reasons do you have for even starting? Curiosity? Cool? That is something i mean by make one mistake in your life and could be very costly. There are many consequences when i comes to consuming drugs, Over-dose, getting caught and so many other things. Its really easy to start taking these things but its really difficult stopping yourself from taking all these things.
Certain people will say "i want to stop, but very hard." we all know its hard. but use what you have to your advantage. Like your family, would your family want you to be taking these stuff all your life? I doubt. Would your family feel proud by telling their friends saying that you ended up in jail due to drug abuse? i doubt so too. Think of the people around you. Think of the people that care about you. Think about yourself.
Same for smoking. Its EXACTLY THE SAME CONCEPT OF WHY PEOPLE START AND HOW PEOPLE DON'T STOP.
Life is about learning! Achieving your goals and living your dream. Everything is planned. Everything that happens in life has a reason behind it although it sometimes seem really unfair and you may constantly ask the question "why?" it's really normal. God has plenty of answers to give to you, you just have to open up your eyes and look out for these answers. Plenty of things don't turn out the way it's plan and there you have to be prepared for obstacles you are not expecting to face. Live life the way you want it to be. Or try to make it the way you want to live it.
There is only one life. This life is yours. Live it love it be it.
Drug abusing is one. What reasons do you have for even starting? Curiosity? Cool? That is something i mean by make one mistake in your life and could be very costly. There are many consequences when i comes to consuming drugs, Over-dose, getting caught and so many other things. Its really easy to start taking these things but its really difficult stopping yourself from taking all these things.
Certain people will say "i want to stop, but very hard." we all know its hard. but use what you have to your advantage. Like your family, would your family want you to be taking these stuff all your life? I doubt. Would your family feel proud by telling their friends saying that you ended up in jail due to drug abuse? i doubt so too. Think of the people around you. Think of the people that care about you. Think about yourself.
Same for smoking. Its EXACTLY THE SAME CONCEPT OF WHY PEOPLE START AND HOW PEOPLE DON'T STOP.
Life is about learning! Achieving your goals and living your dream. Everything is planned. Everything that happens in life has a reason behind it although it sometimes seem really unfair and you may constantly ask the question "why?" it's really normal. God has plenty of answers to give to you, you just have to open up your eyes and look out for these answers. Plenty of things don't turn out the way it's plan and there you have to be prepared for obstacles you are not expecting to face. Live life the way you want it to be. Or try to make it the way you want to live it.
There is only one life. This life is yours. Live it love it be it.
Monday, November 15, 2010
good and bad
I honestly know, there can be alot of ups and downs in the world. And there are some downs that will keep you low for a very long time. However its not about what kept you down that matters but its how you overcome the issue that made you feel that way. Ups and Downs are part and parcel of life, and there is really no avoiding. There maybe times you avoid, but that is not the right way of solving problems. Avoiding it is just going to make things worse. The problems will just come from your butt and bite you from behind and thats when it hits you the worst. Be it fights between friends or something major like a lost of a loved one. It will be best to not avoid it but to solve it.
Time is the best healing "medicine" however you call it. There are many other things that can be done as well.
There definitely times where you have quarrled with your closest friends. Like i said in my previous posts there are alot of gives and takes in this life. Sometimes you give into your friends and i can guarantee you if that person is a true friend, he/she will give in to you as well. And there will be less fighting. Fights will occur, no doubt but its how to solve them.
But the sort of friends i hate are the type that lie to you about their lives. Telling lies to make themselves look fierce or look cool. i hate it! but oh wells!
fuck them for they don't know who they are.
Time is the best healing "medicine" however you call it. There are many other things that can be done as well.
There definitely times where you have quarrled with your closest friends. Like i said in my previous posts there are alot of gives and takes in this life. Sometimes you give into your friends and i can guarantee you if that person is a true friend, he/she will give in to you as well. And there will be less fighting. Fights will occur, no doubt but its how to solve them.
But the sort of friends i hate are the type that lie to you about their lives. Telling lies to make themselves look fierce or look cool. i hate it! but oh wells!
fuck them for they don't know who they are.
Friday, November 12, 2010
Aye Fatty Bom Bom
This blog post is dedicated to everyone who knows someone or is someone who is overweight! Firstly i would like to say, despite any appearance there is at least 2 people in this world that loves you. Today i was talking to friend who has a friend that is overweight. Lets call this guy Max. Well Max feels that being overweight is going to kill his chances of getting girls or getting a girlfriend. Or in other words, Max has no confidence when it comes to girls. I am sure Max is not the only one that feels this way.
Well, there are many people who are overweight. Am i right? In alot of people's eyes, they see fat people as bubbly cute and always being happy. i regret to inform you that most of them are just putting up a strong front or they are trying to cover something up. I really do not understand why Overweight people are feeling this way. Maybe its the media? Maybe its the mindset. We should not be treated differently. Is it bad to be big? I do not think so. What are the differences between a fat person and a skinny person. Its just the weight. I know being fat is not good for the health but that does not mean we must lose weight to be loved right? that really is not fair.
WE GET MADE FUN OF. WE RUN THE SLOWEST DURING ANY PHYSICAL TRAINING. WE EAT MORE. i do not know what is wrong with all that!
honestly, my advise is be who you are. Never be shy about who you are. If someone loves you, they have to accept you for who you are. If you want to lose weight to have a better health then yes thats good. but if you are losing weight to attract the girl then FUCK YOU!
People should never discriminate someone for being fat! If you mean it as a joke then i mean it is really okay. but not everyone likes the fact of being fat.
Also true friends accept you for being fat. true friends accept you for who you are. if you categorise your friends by who is fat and who is skinny, then also FUCK YOU! It is really not a bad thing to be fat.
New Topic!
Being responsible for something. If you made a mistake admit it. if you make any wrong decisions learn from it. Do not avoid it and do not push the blame. Only cowards do that. They are afraid of punishment. But these are the consequences of making mistakes its really normal for someone to make mistakes. It is that individual's responsibilty to own up to any mistakes!
And also if some confronts you about a mistake be apologetic. Do not be arragont and show that you are not sincere.
In this world we are living in there is alot of give and take. We seriously do not have any choice. We have to give even at times when we do not feel like giving. This term give and take can be used in alot of things. From reltionships with a spouse/girlfriend/fiance, to family memebers or maybe even friends. We can't just be taking all the time, it will not be fair. You have to put yourself in "other people's shoes" Why bother? People may ask. Bother cause the fact that people around you is willing to give why can't you show the same amount of love they show you by giving and you give back. Just make sure that you dont't give the wrong things at the wrong time.
Being who you are is easier than being someone else, so why go through the hassle of being someone else when you can actually be yourself?
Well, there are many people who are overweight. Am i right? In alot of people's eyes, they see fat people as bubbly cute and always being happy. i regret to inform you that most of them are just putting up a strong front or they are trying to cover something up. I really do not understand why Overweight people are feeling this way. Maybe its the media? Maybe its the mindset. We should not be treated differently. Is it bad to be big? I do not think so. What are the differences between a fat person and a skinny person. Its just the weight. I know being fat is not good for the health but that does not mean we must lose weight to be loved right? that really is not fair.
WE GET MADE FUN OF. WE RUN THE SLOWEST DURING ANY PHYSICAL TRAINING. WE EAT MORE. i do not know what is wrong with all that!
honestly, my advise is be who you are. Never be shy about who you are. If someone loves you, they have to accept you for who you are. If you want to lose weight to have a better health then yes thats good. but if you are losing weight to attract the girl then FUCK YOU!
People should never discriminate someone for being fat! If you mean it as a joke then i mean it is really okay. but not everyone likes the fact of being fat.
Also true friends accept you for being fat. true friends accept you for who you are. if you categorise your friends by who is fat and who is skinny, then also FUCK YOU! It is really not a bad thing to be fat.
New Topic!
Being responsible for something. If you made a mistake admit it. if you make any wrong decisions learn from it. Do not avoid it and do not push the blame. Only cowards do that. They are afraid of punishment. But these are the consequences of making mistakes its really normal for someone to make mistakes. It is that individual's responsibilty to own up to any mistakes!
And also if some confronts you about a mistake be apologetic. Do not be arragont and show that you are not sincere.
In this world we are living in there is alot of give and take. We seriously do not have any choice. We have to give even at times when we do not feel like giving. This term give and take can be used in alot of things. From reltionships with a spouse/girlfriend/fiance, to family memebers or maybe even friends. We can't just be taking all the time, it will not be fair. You have to put yourself in "other people's shoes" Why bother? People may ask. Bother cause the fact that people around you is willing to give why can't you show the same amount of love they show you by giving and you give back. Just make sure that you dont't give the wrong things at the wrong time.
Being who you are is easier than being someone else, so why go through the hassle of being someone else when you can actually be yourself?
Thursday, November 11, 2010
wishes
I remember asking quite a few people or you can ask yourself now "if you had 3 wishes, what would those 3 wishes be?" Have you ever tried asking yourself how you wanted to live your life or how life wanted to live you.
Alot of people tend to wish for world peace, but honestly why there isnt any world peace is clearly because too many of us have to big of an ego to give in. But i can tell you i myself have a very very big ego and at times i really cannot give in to people no matter how much i know i am wrong.
Also another reason why people fight so much is because they petty. people fight over the stupidest things. From land to parking space. From religious views to each others appearance. i mean really how stupid can the reasons be. World peace does not only include war but it also includes fighting between individual. And ask yourself this question, when was the last time you yourself when was the last time you cursed someone. being it "fuck you" or "stupid" whatever. This little things are part and parcel of life and therefore World Peace is really not bound to happen. this is pretty much screwed.
Another wish that people tend to make is that they wished to be rich! The 21st century has changed so much from the 20th. To alot of people money is everything. i seriously dont understand why is money everything in the world. and people also judge you whether you have money or not. Money money money. I too have to admit that sometims i can be rather cheap or in other words " money face ". i dont really like being one but at times we have to. what is causing us to be like that is firstly the media! they have been brain washing us telling that if we have no money, there is no way to survive. why does everything revolve around money?
It affects your family very much, families who are rich, tend to have less time for their family as they are actually out working/gambling to make even more money because the greed is there. And that is very hurting to see. Money isnt really everything. You have to understand that! PLEASE!
Would you rather lose the face or lose the money?
Alot of people tend to wish for world peace, but honestly why there isnt any world peace is clearly because too many of us have to big of an ego to give in. But i can tell you i myself have a very very big ego and at times i really cannot give in to people no matter how much i know i am wrong.
Also another reason why people fight so much is because they petty. people fight over the stupidest things. From land to parking space. From religious views to each others appearance. i mean really how stupid can the reasons be. World peace does not only include war but it also includes fighting between individual. And ask yourself this question, when was the last time you yourself when was the last time you cursed someone. being it "fuck you" or "stupid" whatever. This little things are part and parcel of life and therefore World Peace is really not bound to happen. this is pretty much screwed.
Another wish that people tend to make is that they wished to be rich! The 21st century has changed so much from the 20th. To alot of people money is everything. i seriously dont understand why is money everything in the world. and people also judge you whether you have money or not. Money money money. I too have to admit that sometims i can be rather cheap or in other words " money face ". i dont really like being one but at times we have to. what is causing us to be like that is firstly the media! they have been brain washing us telling that if we have no money, there is no way to survive. why does everything revolve around money?
It affects your family very much, families who are rich, tend to have less time for their family as they are actually out working/gambling to make even more money because the greed is there. And that is very hurting to see. Money isnt really everything. You have to understand that! PLEASE!
Would you rather lose the face or lose the money?
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
nobody
i am this age where it is freedom i seek. honestly i have to seriously no idea where freedom is.. but i totally understand. my mum cannot let go cause she really loves us. And what she just want is to spend some quality time with her children and i seriously dont blame her for that. in fact i love her for loving and caring for us so much.
So guys. no matter how anal your parents can be seriously, they really really love you and they really care for you. no matter how much they scold, they just want the best for you. it took me time to understand that fact but it hit me really bad after the downtown east incident. We seriously do not know when our lives may end or when our lives may approach a very difficult obstacle.
or whether also we can overcome that obstacle. guys love everyone you and hate no one. i really really know that is difficult to do. but once you do that, there wont be any more regrets in your life.
being stupid or being smart is not a really important thing to me. being who you are or being who you are not is really important to me. its really important to just be who you are to show people your real personality. i wouldnt want a girl to fall in love with me for someone i am not. if i am stupid so be it. we are now growing up in a society where people tend to judge people but what qualifications or where they come from.
i mean i see people laughing at me but i dont care cause i tell you guys honestly i laugh at people also. but being this size is who i am. and i have no problems being who i am. and i will say this i will change for nobody
friends are people who care for you and listen to your problems knowing that they arent blood related to me in anyway. nowadays goodfriends are hard to come by. friends are really difficult to find. there are many or there will be many different kinds of people you find in this world. for example those kind of people who lie to you to make themselves look coool. or people who are friendly to you because they have a motive! these arent friends. they are assholes! and honestly save your friendship for better people.
love everyone as how God has loved us.
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